Breakfast With My Schizophrenia

That voice is growing on me

Who is he calling to?

I had put sugar in my tea

Why does it taste salty?

Your face is too familiar

Have you come to steal my dreams?

But you can’t

Even if I tell you

They are hidden inside my secret locker

It only opens with one key

The key of my sleep

But you can’t make me sleep

Go away!

What do you want from me?

Give me your black sweater

I have to build a house

Of black strings

For my homeless friend

Who can’t stop talking any time

Follows me everywhere

No, you don’t know him

He hasn't met you yet

How can you meet him!

He is homeless!

Go away!

Why do you want to meet him?

My tea is getting cold

I must drink it fast

Before it gets dry

There is a message at the bottom

Look it is your eye

Close your eyes

They are too beautiful and sharp

They hurt me

They cut through me

I don’t want to bleed my thoughts out

Go away!

Why do you want to know me?

There is music in the sky

I am a song sung in whispers

Decipher me if you can

"I want to die!

You want to tie!

They want to buy!

I live under sky!

Why would I cry!"

Go away!

Why do you want to understand me?

You really want to know me?

Go home and look into the mirror

Watch your eyes closely

Read the message if you can

Then drink my tea

I mixed my thoughts in it

Drink it fast

Before it gets dry

The message is always gone

A little before than forever

But why is your face too familiar?

Have you come to steal my thoughts?

Steal if you can

I won’t blame you for the crime

Promise me but one thing

Don’t force me

To sleep

Or to drink your tea

I want to go away

I want to know me

Go away!

Why don’t you leave me alone?