Wednesday, 15 August 2018

Birthday Musings


How does one celebrate a birthday?

Should I tell myself
It’s all an abnormally prolonged dream
And that reality only exists
On the other side of it

Should I feel sad
That all my previous selves
Are going to be just a footnote
To my present self

Should I remember
All my sins
And repent hopelessly
To atone for what is left of me

Should I reminisce
My glorious moments
And find pernicious peace
In the collective
Of imagined happiness

Or should I forget
That I’m inseparably entangled
To every living and non-living being
In this universe
Orbiting the empty void within

I don’t know
How to celebrate
This inevitable periodicity
Of my insatiable life

But let me not bother tonight
Let me find myself
A night full of fantasies
Kyunki aksar yun hua hai
Ki khayaalon mai
Woh sab hua hai
Jo haqeeqat mai nahi hota..

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