Nausea

I love you so much

It makes me dizzy

I struggle with series of nauseous spells

The heavy heart

The restless nerves

The unshapely nights

We are conjoined in this sickness

In the middle of the night

I strum the guitar with annoying tunes

Songs don’t comfort me anymore

It’s the chaos that wraps me

Like an abandoned mother

Whole night

Your breaths reach my ear

I feel like a blind shipwrecked sailor

Hearing waves

Rise and fall

You are the ocean that drowns me

Every night

You rescue me every morning

With a single kiss

I’m tied to your lips now

Like an unspeakable word

Like an illicit affair