Howl At Midnight

I’m losing my will in your love

All the claims I had on myself

Every assertion I used to make in my defense

I have lost them all

I’m at your mercy now

I go about the whole day casually

Like growing of the grass

On the sidewalks of an abandoned road

Nothing pleases me

Nothing surprises me

It’s the constant state of numbness

Licking away at my heart day and night

I don’t know what to tell you

I don’t know what to talk about

Even silences are not comforting

All the ways of being are unbearable

Every dimension is suffocating

All directions are lost

I’m wrapped eternally in sadness

Your memories grow on me malignantly

Like a tiny particle caught in a mighty storm

Being driven ruthlessly

I’m a half-mad slave

Tied to the chains of servitude forever

I can only offer you my devotion

My pure uncorrupted unwavering devotion

Even if that means staying away from you

Like two banks of the longest river

But who knows

Flowing parallely

Through every rock, every mountain, every fall

We might both disappear into each other

In the sea of togetherness at the end