I have a strange feeling!

I have a strange feeling, my love

Very faint but intense though

You passed into me

Like my own breath

You live under my skin now

But you look darker than I am

I can feel you crying inside me

You have filled me with so many stories

Stories of pain and despair

I don’t scratch myself now

However itchy you breathe under my skin

I won’t scratch a bit

I am afraid of bleeding you out

You are full of pain

Why don’t you sleep when I sleep?

Or feel peaceful when I do?

Why don’t you scream when I scream?

Or sob when I do?

Why don’t you feel happy?

Or laugh when I do?

When I look into the mirror

I keep looking into my eyes

For any sign of you there, my love

I know you have passed into me

And you live now under my fragile skin

What will make you happy there, my love?

I will give you everything I have

I will give you my bones

Along with the marrow inside them

I will lend you my blood

Along with my heart which pumps it

I will give you my feelings

Along with the memories

I have treasured around them

I will even give you my dreams

Along with the world I have painted there

You can borrow my breaths too

We will share them half and half

And the twinkle of my eyes

With all the sights I have seen till now

You can share my soul too

Even the part of it I have hidden from myself

But don’t come out of me ever

And leave me cold

I have lived my whole life in numbness

Before you passed into me

Stay, stay forever

And keep me alive till the end of life

Then we will lie together

Not side by side but

Inside each other

In the same little grave, my love

We will call it our eternal home.